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An Invocation

O wind, O desperate air
that revolves upon me
O water,O river of holiness
That flows beneath and wets my feet,
O earth, the sacred sands
lies in tranquil stillness
Elementals
O lost spirits of sky,fire and eternal time
I invoke thee,I transgress of thy realms
I wish, the obliteration

O thee
As in words of souls
As in their laments
Thou, who called upon me?
From void,endless Erebus
O lord,I shall not fear you
O good lord,
The hollow redeemer at fall,
Never existed at all

What all world will yearn
A euphonic evangelion
The euthanasia,ov mine
And If thou wishest,
Why desist, to decimate?
Thou failest,To instill terror
Unto me

O earth,mother ov all
Bear my death
In thy womb,
The depth, filled with
blood and fire

O wind, savor
The zest of my rancid flesh
carry it, and divulge my death

O river,and vast ocean
liquesce me,
Wash away
The blood,
Or it’ll blemish all

Chronos,Ye spirit ov time
Eternal,and untold
Bury the remnants,ov past
I’ve sailed with thee
And forbid all
Ov my retention
I implore thee,
Erase my footsteps
In thy cavern.

Born, with,
A scintilla of joy
Lived as a demure wolf
And an ephemeral sunshine

I will seek myself,
Till I find that I will not win
I shall fade away
Be gone…

Like a murmur
You never heard,
Like a sparkle
You never glimpsed

Stay in Me

You were here…..
Weren’t you, my beloved?
I sensed your fragrance,
As it nourished my soul,
Weren’t you the wind that kissed me,
a moment ago?
As I always thought of,
How could you be away,
How could you be not near me, and gazing at me,
Don’t you know,?
That my dreams feed on you
As they be you, just you
From your toe, bleeding from my bite,
To you hair that always waver on my face, in my mouth,
I would have consumed you, to tell there is no fraction of you,
That I don’t love
As I’m into every bit of you,
Your breathe, your lips, your sweat,
Your hair, your feet, and neck,

So, you were here,
How will I ever let you fly away, my angel,
How could I ever think of losing you,
I wished, if your blood flew into me,
And mine into you,
I wished if we were one, clenched my heart to yours,
And my soul to yours,
I have no words, I have no hands,
To make you know,

Just be in me, dead or alive,
rotten, or neoteric,
Live and decay in me,
Stay in me

A Paean to Past(Auld Lang Syne)

I lived in the forests,

I was naked, and free,

I was like wind, that touches you,

In a cold a twilight of December

I lived in the oceans,

I was like rain,

That falls and wets your heart and soul

I had no shadows, for light just passed through me

I was that transparent, and pure

I had eyes, and ears,

That used to see every tiny grain of sand, glittering

And hear every light ripples

In river,

And tides of ocean so far away

I’ve been the song of a nightingale

And I’ve been the sparkle

In the eye of leopard in night.

I was filled in every flower that blossomed, as bit of its fragrance

I was filled in every fruit that was ripe, as a bit of its tang

I remained hidden from everyone,

Invisible, and silent

I was contained in a lion’s roar and a lightning’s shine

Yet I was hidden, undetected, and untouched,

I remember, I was free, I was not tied

Then I have come to you, and your world

I never had dreams before, for I was a dream myself

I never wrote any poems, or sang any songs, before…

I recall, I was alive, and well

Now, I have born in womb, as I never wished

I have taken, this silhouette in black, as I never hoped,

From when did I lose, my world and got something different

My words get halted in half way,

So not trying, to elucidate

Of what I’m given,

And what was taken.

Now, what I do,?

I will wait for the hour that will free me,

I will long for the call that will carry me,

I will dream of the day, that unties me.

Or, Should I not wait for it, for a call

Should I find the way

So rapid, and curtailed.?

When I’m gone…

Just, in case you wait for me
And I never come
If you seek me
And I’m never found
When you cry for me
And I’m never back
The moment you feel so
Just know…
that I’m not gone
Breathe me ..
I’m the wind around you
Just be poured with me
I’m the rain be falling on you
I’m the earth, so tranquil
But ,for a moment
caress yourself
feel the voice of your heart
I’ll answer you
I’ll be the beat and murmur
I’ll dissolve in you
you’ll discern  me
and just see
I am gone….

that never means from you

Simulating A lover’s heart

What if ….
What if I never
found you
What if we never
Loved each other,
What if my endless nights
Were not filled
With your dreams
What if you were distant,
And I never got a glance
Of yours
I was thinking
Just thinking
How will I not wither
And fade in your absence
Wither….and fade..
Your light violet
wings of charm
And never ending dream
I know , I was barren
And you were rain,
And If I’m bird
You’re wings
If I’m night
You’re dream….
So why ..
Why should I even think
What if I were in your absence
I know..
I have no presence in your absence

Transmigration

I’m here, I’m fallen
Buried so deep in earth

Lament on me,
Lament of each moment that
surrounded me
Be full of sorrow ,,hatred
or flame
Even banish me,from
Every bit of dream
You’ve left of me
My ever withering roads
And never flowering odes

I wished if they burned me
And if they burned me
I’m ash
The whispering wind ,whimpering
whistling
waiting till end
And you breathe me
I seek your heart and lung
I be your day and dream

Solely,if they have burned me

Now that I’m buried
I’m mud, my blood is water
Now,
I will become a seed
And nourish
I’ll dream of light and wind
Seek me ,find my leaves
In which my name is seen
And baptize with gore,
I’ll grow,and flower
The red petals in
scent of blood

I’ll still be wind
As flowers shall dry
My fragrance,of flesh
I’m inhaled in time
I’m you as I wished
I’m you as I’m dead

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